A Funny Kind of Grief
by Diane Melby
I dreamed an old dog slipped off his leash
to romp with the geese down by the pond,
but in some trick of grief’s desire, the scene
shifted and my mentor, real as skin and bone,
tilled his garden for the next season.
He was the kind of man who would save
hatchlings from the tines of the tiller,
nudge his fledglings into flight. My daughter
had sent me his obituary the day before.
It read like a staccato riff: born, lived, died; dear wife
relegated to one paltry last line. Am I selfish
to want a line of my own? What I was to him
would fit between commas, white font in white space;
and he to me, a past that’s always present.
It is late afternoon in late October. A dog
gives up his spot in the sun to walk with me.
He is a funny thing, chasing shadows
in the slanting light.