A Funny Kind of Grief

by Diane Melby

 

I dreamed an old dog slipped off his leash

to romp with the geese down by the pond,

but in some trick of grief’s desire, the scene 

shifted and my mentor, real as skin and bone,

tilled his garden for the next season. 

He was the kind of man who would save 

hatchlings from the tines of the tiller,

nudge his fledglings into flight. My daughter 

had sent me his obituary the day before. 

It read like a staccato riff: born, lived, died; dear wife 

relegated to one paltry last line. Am I selfish

to want a line of my own? What I was to him 

would fit between commas, white font in white space; 

and he to me, a past that’s always present. 

It is late afternoon in late October. A dog 

gives up his spot in the sun to walk with me. 

He is a funny thing, chasing shadows 

in the slanting light.

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