After the New Drug

by Maggie Rue Hess

 

When he starts taking a medicine

to treat the symptoms of the symptoms,

I learn how to hurt him

the way my mom learned how

to remedy problems with pain

as a physical therapist.

He designates Sunday afternoons

to this tryst, chooses the flesh

where I point the needle.

A’ soft spot is a safe cushion:

once to the side of his belly button,

every time after alternating thighs.

Walled in a plastic tube, the prick

waits for me to push

from the top; two clicks signal

contact and conclusion. On his skin,

a maroon dot we soon lose sight of.

It isn’t that the shots actually hurt –  

built for easy application, they can’t

be more than a pinch. This 

is merely practice. (I tell myself)

This has to be the easy part

before we have to accept

how much worse

it can get.

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