Light in February
by Wren Donovan
December falls away, with fake stars
and champagne, fades to this grey
of the two-faced month
promising fresh starts
delivering dull ice and duller sky
and when will it end.
January, I sip my tea
and read my books,
and the cat enjoys the pale sun on the sidewalk.
February gestates
like a new lamb like a birdsong
like the Brigid flame in oakwood.
When morning comes
a yellow light slants in on satin toes
as my maple gathers sap, puts out her scarlet buds,
hallucinates
a spring of golden green.
Red-winged blackbirds.
I will wait for that first scrap of new moon,
I tell myself: then
I will rise up, bare-headed
with sun in my eyes and bird nests in my hair,
summon starlings and crows
and bleed fire.