Nat Geo poster on the exam room ceiling
by Madison Lazenby
This morning, I consider the flamingos, not the overhead light. Wide beaks & lake
nights that smell of shellfish & salt- &-vinegar chips. I consider my toes in red water & fingers
in deep crevices. Fluorescence. Feathers everywhere. I have questions & a list
of complaints. The speculum & my love in the waiting room. Fast moving clouds. Highways
& deserts. No more trees, only bush. Dogs on the side of the road. Algae & gasoline
on the surface of a puddle. My palms & wrists. Warm latex. Trash collection teams
in yellow & orange. Gas station cookie dough. Googled symptoms. LinkedIn
notifications. The Lord’s Prayer on billboards. Small pinches. Patellae & pelvises.
Dune buggies. Boardwalks covered in sand & needles. My eyes crusted shut. The sun & all
its radiation. By noon, I’ll have more freckles than I’ll know what to do with—they multiply
like rabbits.